C.B.I Sanctum

lost in the ocean

drowning in those waves

swimming to find that security

but I've already been trained to bleed the right way.

and then a deluge turns to something torrential

my blood mixes with the water now.

. . .

tonight, the words "**** **" lose meaning; from the swaying of the ocean to the boundless ways I could have said no.

so let me just get this straight-

that's my body...? dead and covered in cuts?

But it looks really peaceful...really really peaceful.

but-

the silence broke, just to follow the string back to...

that place-

that time-

that feeling of endlessness.

and I'm lost trying to find the bottom of the sea; all I seem to find are archaic echoes which vaguely look like people.

statues..

or maybe......

silhouettes.

or flames...

and somewhere deep enough; so far below the surface that not even light could reach, so far that static turned to bliss; it spilled out from everywhere. and I could no longer drown.

everything feels weightless here:

mhm